Alone as the night rumbles....

Alone as the night rumbles on
and the clocks tick
I ponder,
head pounding heart thumping soul shaking thoughts.

Thoughts of what has passed, what is in the now, what is yet to come.
What could have been, what should be, what ought to be.

You read my hand, and told me to think from my heart, to trust what I feel thank what I think and know to be true.

How can I, how do I...

How do I find the inner peace, the solace I crave, the intimacy i yearn to embrace with you around me.

I fear so much, so much that I make fear, fear itself.

Yet in your presence, with you near me, I can conquer the insurmountable.